In parshat Beshallach Pharaoh finally “lets the people go.” Yet, instead of feeling elation, the people of Israel waver. They take leaps of faith toward God and then fall back and express doubt and fear. What can their wavering teach us about emunah (faith) today?

Given Bnei Yisrael’s fragility, God leads them on a long route to avoid war. The Mekhilta explains that by taking the nearer route they may have tried to return to Egypt. This is exactly their sentiment as they find themselves closed in between “Egypt” and the sea. Yet, their fear abates when they see God’s miracles and the sea parts for them. Talmud Sotah adds to the story of wavering faith when it depicts the heads of the tribes arguing over who will jump into the sea first, until Benjamin jumps in. Another version teaches that each tribe refused to jump in, until Nachshon ben Aminadav (Judah) took the initiative. Dr. Aviva Zornberg points out a linguistic back and forth throughout the narrative – va-yar/va-yire’u – to see and to fear, from the same Hebrew root. The antidote to their fear of Egypt is to see God’s wonders and to see Egypt disappear. 

After the splitting of the sea, the people fear only God and have emunah. Yet, almost immediately, their faith wavers repeatedly, as they cry out for water, then bread and question “Is Hashem among us or not?” Next, they face war with Amalek. But here, the people display courage and faith. As they fight, Moshe stands on a hill and holds up his hands. When he weakens, Aaron and Hur help him and his arms remain steady – “vayehi yadav emunah.” Rashi teaches that the word emunah is used here because his hands held up toward heaven inspired faithfulness in the people.

To quote Rabbi Sacks z”l: “A small people that, in the face of difficulty, continues to look up will win great victories and achieve great things.”

The parsha acknowledges that people’s emunah fluctuates during difficult periods. Simultaneously, it urges us to look around and find sources of strength and inspiration – in the commitment of our soldiers, the unity of our people and in our connection to God. Shabbat Shalom -Karen Miller Jackson