Tetzaveh: Clothing as a Calling

Clothing is a central theme in both Parshat Tetzaveh and Megillat Esther, where garments symbolize embracing one’s inner identity and stepping into a calling as a shaliach for the Jewish people.

The kohen’s garments are called “bigdei kodesh,” holy clothes, worn for “kavod” (honor) and “tifaret” (glory). Strikingly, the Torah emphasizes material garments for those serving in the holiest space. Part of the kohen’s service includes changing garments, especially during the removal of the ashes (Vayikra 6:3–4). There, the robe is described as middo bad – a linen garment custom-fitted to the kohen. The Sages interpret the word middo as from the Hebrew root m.d.d – to measure, the same root as maddim, uniform. As the Sefer HaChinuch explains, the kohanim quite literally wore a uniform that called them to rise to their sacred task. Their clothing was not superficial; it was formative – meant to cultivate awareness, dignity, and spiritual purpose.

Clothing is equally symbolic in Megillat Esther. After Haman’s decree, Mordechai dons sackcloth and ashes, expressing outwardly the anguish of his people. Esther initially misunderstands, sending him fresh garments to quiet the display. But when she prepares to approach Achashverosh, the Megilla says, “Esther wore malchut – royalty.” The Gemara famously asks why it does not say royal garments, and answers that she was clothed in ruach ha-kodesh. Esther does not merely change clothes, she steps into her destiny as both queen and redeemer.

In both narratives, clothing reflects inner transformation and courageous leadership. In our own time, we witness this sense of mission in the maddim of our soldiers and in how proudly we broadcast our Jewish and Zionist identity in the world. May we, too, discover the “garments” uniquely tailored to us – and wear them with strength and faith. Shabbat Shalom and Purim Sameach! – Karen Miller Jackson


Parshat Shoftim: Supporting Our Soldiers

I can’t stop thinking about a deeply moving video clip that went viral in Israel this week. Udi Kagan—an extraordinarily courageous and talented performer—shared his personal journey of living with and overcoming PTSD, both after his army service and again after October 7. His testimony illuminated the Torah’s discussion of soldiers and fear in Parshat Shoftim.

In Devarim 20, the Torah describes the mobilization for a voluntary war. Before the people go out to battle, the kohen addresses them with words of encouragement: “אל ירך לבבכם—“Let your hearts not be faint”—reminding them to place their trust in Hashem as their source of strength. Rashi notes that the verse uses four distinct expressions for fear, each describing a different dimension of the terrors of war. The Torah thus affirms that fear is natural. True courage, it teaches, comes not from denying fear but from acknowledging it and striving to overcome it.

At the same time, the Torah recognizes that for some, fear and anxiety can be overwhelming. The one who is “הירא ורך הלבב”—fearful and fainthearted—is exempted from battle, lest he spread panic to others. The Mishnah in Sotah offers two interpretations: Rabbi Akiva understands it literally—terror at the prospect of war. Rabbi Yose HaGlili explains it as spiritual anxiety—a sense of unworthiness because of sin. Either way, the Torah demonstrates a keen psychological understanding of fear and trauma, and openly addresses it with understanding and compassion.

Fear and trauma are not sources of shame, but part of the human reality. Many of our soldiers carry hidden struggles from what they have endured. Our task is to make it easier for them to seek help, and to be the kind of friends, families, and communities who meet them with compassion and support. Shabbat Shalom -Karen Miller Jackson

To hear Udi Kagan: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3sVqhVJYSzk