Parshat Ki Tissa: Talmudic thoughts on Suffering

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How can we relate to unexplainable suffering? Like many of us, the Talmudic Sages grappled with this most difficult of theological questions and found insights in this week’s parsha.

Parshat Ki Tissa describes one of the greatest failings of Bnei Yisrael – the sin of the golden calf, followed by Moshe’s pleas and prayers, and God’s benevolent forgiveness. Within this narrative, the Torah describes Moshe’s unusual and surprising request of God in Exodus 33: “Let me know Your ways,” and, “Show me Your glory.” God gives Moshe a view of His “back” and His “glory.” However, even Moshe is not given the ability to fully see God’s “face” and comprehend God’s essence. What is Moshe asking of God exactly? The Sages interpret this scene as Moshe asking God how to understand the problem of theodicy in this world, of why the righteous suffer. For them, this was the most difficult and burning question. 

Talmud Berakhot contains various approaches to suffering. Some rabbis believed suffering should prompt introspection and welcomed suffering as a sign of God’s love. Yet, it also shares three stories about Rabbi Yochanan and his students discussing their suffering in which they clearly and repeatedly protest the notion of sufferings of love: “I do not welcome suffering nor its reward.” This was especially relevant to Rabbi Yochanan, who lost ten children. He and his students find some healing by lifting each other up and practicing compassion.  

In the biblical world, suffering was understood to be a direct result of transgression. Rabbinic theology however, provides various approaches to suffering with more resonance for our time. It encourages us to examine our actions for the better, yet, it also sees potential dangers and futility in attempting to understand or explain suffering. Just as Moshe could not fully know God, some suffering is truly beyond our comprehension and inexplicable. Rabbinic sources provide us with space to grapple with this challenge, and hopefully, steps toward some healing. Shabbat Shalom -Karen Miller Jackson

Parshat Yitro: Between Amalek and Yitro

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Since October 7th, Israelis have been battling the pure evil which was unleashed on us and which shattered our feeling of relative security. For Jews around the world, October 7th was a similar watershed moment, as the true face and breadth of antisemitism and anti-zionism was revealed. Given this, it is natural to wonder if we have friends and allies in the world. Parshat Yitro reminds us how to balance this worldview and contains a message about antisemitism and Jewish identity.

The parsha begins after Amalek waged war on a vulnerable Israel, as they journey through the desert. Next, it is recounted that Yitro (Moshe’s father-in-law) travels from Midian to meet Moshe at the mountain of God after hearing about “what God had done for Israel.” Following this, Israel encamped at Har Sinai for Matan Torah. The commentaries see deep connections between these events.

The midrash Mekhilta contains a debate regarding the chronology of these events related to the ambiguity of what Yitro heard about. R’ Yehoshua says that he heard about the victory over Amalek. R’ Elazar Hamodai teaches that Yitro heard about the wonders of Matan Torah, which would mean the Torah tells these events out of chronological order. If Yitro arrived after Matan Torah, why is his arrival placed between Amalek and Matan Torah? Ibn Ezra comments that this is to teach that when we mention the hate-attack by Amalek we should also remember that we have genuine friends and admirers, like Yitro. 

Both readings contain a message for contemporary times. First, antisemitism should not define Jewish identity. Rather, it should be built on positive Jewish values, the basis of which is Matan Torah. Second, we need to call out antisemitism clearly and not ignore it. However, we must not let it distort our view of the whole world. We should embrace and encourage support from our non-Jewish friends, the Yitros of our time. Shabbat Shalom – Karen Miller Jackson

*photo with one of the cowgirls who support Israel.

On motivation

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As Yacov’s travels are described in parshat Vayetze, the commentaries are attuned to the ebbs and flows of Yacov’s motivation levels as he makes this uncertain journey. What can we learn about the nature of motivation from Yacov’s experience?First, Yacov leaves Beersheba and goes toward Haran. The Talmud teaches that Yacov had “K’fitzat derech.” God shortened the route for him so that it would pass quickly. Why was this necessary?

Yacov was just sent away from his home, his family and everything he knows. Perhaps the miraculous “kefitzat derech” is meant to help Yaacov who is somewhat overwhelmed by all of these drastic changes. This is further reinforced by the Yacov’s vow and God’s prophecy of reassurance — that he will survive and eventually return home safely. Yacov is concerned for his future.

In contradistinction to this, when Yacov resumes his journey the Torah states that he “carried his feet.” Most commentaries understand this to mean that he was relieved, inspired and happy after hearing the word of God. This excitement is reinforced by the next scene when he sees Rachel and manages to lift a heavy stone off of a well with superhuman strength. The Ramban explains that even though Yacov was exhausted from his long journey, his renewed hope and emunah gave him strength and fortified him. Additionally, he has now found Rachel and a loving relationship.

Current circumstances have posed a challenge: how do we stay motivated in life, work or school without regular routines and interaction with peers? May we all find the strength to lift up our feet in life like Yacov, to find motivation wherever it is needed, through faith, inspiration and encouraging each other. Shabbat Shalom.

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** Artwork – “Jacob’s Ladder” by Yacov Agam.